Sunday, May 31, 2009

Part Time Work


23rd May 2009

Hari ni aku ng my sista, Fara and Sara gi KLCC..yela..sekian lame dok senang ati dok kt umah, so..sudah tibe masenye aku gi search job kt KLCC. Cuz, tu jela tempat yg plg dkt ng umah aku,which is Kg Baru..cari punye cari..at last aku gi tanye kt Isetan..Lebey kurang dlm 4.30pm aku filled form and wait fr interview session..Dlm ati aku dok gelisah cuz actually aku da janji ng mummy na blik same at 5pm..So, aku tgk ade sekeliling aku ade 3 applicant yg na di interview..Adik aku si Sara tu dok sibok bising2..da la dgn baju tadika lg.wat malu jew..heheh...Im still waiting..pas dua mamat tu da interview, dye dok sengeh2..budget dapat keje same ng aku la tu..haha..perasan nye aku...Ati aku dat tyme dok dupdapdupdap...!!Mcm na interview keje executive la plak..padahal Sales Assistance jew..huahuahua...!!=D Bile diinterview mcm2 HR Manager tu dok ty aku..Leceh la plak na minx keje..Bosan btoll...tp na wt cmne..da mummy aku dok bising2...hee...pas da interview, interviewer tu ckp nt dye cl aku whether on Mon or Tues..pas da interview, aku n my adik2 pon cpat2 jalan gi Putra..Jam da pkul 6pm..sure mummy aku ngh tunggu kt Putra Kg Baru..sorry ye mummy..td kt Putra KlCC amai org la..maklomla..sume org pakat blik fr office..mmg sesak giler..dlm 6.30pm we all smpi tepat2 kt Kg Bru..tp mummy xde pon..huhu..Fara try cl dye..upe2nye dye da blik umah..huhu..tpaksala dye dtg amek kitorg blik..heheh..cian mummy...

25th May 2009
Lebey kurg pkul 9.30am aku received cl fr ISetan..aku dpt job as Sales Assistance..Training Manager uh aku start keje on Tues and suh aku wear skirt pendek hitam and panty hose hitam with kasut bertutup itam..Act, aku mals na pickup hp..mane x nye..,pgi2 da cl..mmg aku mlas..last2 dye cl umah...na x na..mmg kene angkat jgk..mengaco btoll..huhuh...pas aku ltak phone.., suddenly aku tingat skirt pendek itam aku yg lame..aku cpt2 cari dlm wardrobe..sek bek......jupe jgk and still look new..heheh...dgn x mndi nye, aku pon sebok dok try kasut and skirt..heheh..adik aku Fara pon pening ngn aku..pas tu..aku cpt2 text bf aku, Farhan a.k.a papa..aku ckp aku da dpt keje..Act tyme aku minx keje ni Farhan mane tau..besela tga gado..Aku gtau kat papa, aku dpt keje..tp papa cm x suke jew..huhu..tgri cket papa dtg umah...dgn ati yg riang and suke aku sambut kedatangan dye..Betape aku rindukan dye..tersgt..hum..aku pon dgn ati yg membuak2 tunjuk kt papa skirt and kasut yg na pakai tyme keje..betape papa wat muncung 360* tanda x suke and marah..maklomla pendek and sexy..papa ni pantang tgk aku sexy cket..mula la dye na marah2 and wat muke..huhu..sorry syg..ma na keje ni pon tpaksa..bkn kerelaan ati ma..hum..Aku bnyk kali tanye papa..if x suke aku na keje ckp awal2..tp dye still ckp x pela ma na keje sgt kn..gi keje..2 je la papa always ckp..hum..sedih..cuz papa x ikhlas merestui mama gi keje.humm..

26th May 2009
Today was my 1st day kt ISetan..Hari ni training day..Lebey kurg 18 new trainee...Dalam bilek training tu, aku knal ngn 3 girls ni..name diorg Neda, Hidayah and Ari..Dorg kinda friendly jgk..heheh..mule2 aku diam je..bt aku pk2 drg bakal jd rakan sekerja...aku pon stat beramah mesra..wpun x smsra mane...heheh...Tyme training tu..manager tu kasi tshirt ISetan, nametag, and employees card..Kitorg ade dua training manager..1st session dgn Kak Fairuz and 2nd session ngn Kak Aini..Session ngn Kak Aini sgt besh..Muke Kak Aini iras2 Aleeza Kassim..mcm model..tp kuat memerli..heheh..tersgt pedas..tyme session Kak Aini kitorg new trainee kene role play blik pe yg kitrong tgk kt Tv .Kitorg kene Belakon jd 3 watak..1st as Customer, 2nd as Staff and 3rd as Cashier..Kitorg dibahagikan kpd 6 group..aku segroup ngn Azreen, si jejaka pemalu and Liz Clairborn..mmg klaka tyme blakon..da la 1st group yg perform..mmg bnyk salah...heheh..malu ooo...aku blik kul 6.30pm cuz start at 10am..Keje kt ISetan mmg tsgt mementingkn dicipline..huhu..

27th May 2009
Hari ni aku n kawan2 aku kene keje kt Level 2 which is Children..Kat level 2, kitrg dipecahkan kpada 2 group...we all sume 8 orang..Aku, Azfar, Ammar and Ezee kene jage outlet childrens shoes while Azreen, Hidayah, Ari and Shamsul kene jage outlet Toys. Kt outlet 2, kitrg diperkenalkan ngn senior kitrg namenye Aizat, Ali and Baby..Dalam Outlet 2, aku n Baby je pompuan...Baby pon lasak..aku da la lembut kene keje plak ngn jejaka2..aduh..xpe2..ape yg penting....?KERJASAME!!!heheheh...Aku dok pegang hp aku..terase x comfortable pegang hp tyme keje..da la skirt aku xde poket,,so, aku minx kwn baru aku tu Azfar tlg simpankan hp..mula2 takot jgk na bg hp kt laki lain selain bf aku..,tp na wt cmne..terdesak..huhu..sorry k pa..ma tdesak...humm...mcm2 yg aku blaja tyme kt outlet kasut..mcmane na cri kasut2 dlm stor..mmg bnyk giler stock ksut dlm stor..jenuh jgk na cri..tp lame2 da senang na cari bile kite ikot code2 yg tertera..eceh..skema la plak...heheh..mmg keje ni meletihkan..tambah2 kene berdiri je and tgn kiri kene gengam tgn kanan..huhu...mmg lenguh gile bdn2 aku..kdg2 aku ase bosan bile customer xde..aku break pkul 5pm ngn Baby, Liza, Ali, Mel and Ammar..Dorang ajak break kt Wisma Central..aku pon follow je la...Suddenly, papa cl aku and terdgr suare bdk2 laki..mmg papa nek angin..cuz dye mane bg aku bkwan ngn lelaki..only girls allowed..huhu..aku x tenang makan...humm..aku x sedap ati bile papa always dok marah2 aku and ckp mcm2 ..aku sedih....aku blik keje pkul 9.40pm..aku suh mummy amek kt Putra kg Baru...blik mmg sengal2 bdan aku..lenguh cuz lame sgt diri..hummm...ngn papa always dok marah2 aku..at last aku wat decision na resign..hahahah..baru dua hari keje da na resign..mmg la x cekal ati..kate org if kite ikhlas na wat keje mmg wat keje sume lancar, bile x ikhlas kne pakse keje,camnilah jdnye.hheheheh..Sememgnye keje dua hari mmg meletihkan..tp suke cuz dpat knal ngn Baby..she's very friendly and lasak girl..heheheh..

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

forget about me..

hmm..
Whoaaa
Oohhh
Yeahh

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh

Forget about me
Forget about me
Oh, baby, oh

absolutely mine!


I'm just a girl who is in love with the most amazing, nicest and completely perfect guy like you. you're everything i never knew i always wanted. every single second that i live, I'm thinking of you. how we met was destiny, our love is honestly true. tell me what I'm suppose to do, if i ain't got you here. i want to be the one that's by your side through the years. wanna be the one whose gonna light away all your tears. replacing it with happiness and take away all your tears. you're the only boy who ever got me feeling so free. and i love you with all my heart and soul till i die. i truly need you. baby ,you're the light in my life. you mean absolutely everything to me and i can't imagine my life without you. i love how i can completely be myself around you and not care about what other people say. i feel so safe around you and know nothing could go wrong. whenever i'm with you i wish i could stay forever. i want to be with you forever and when i say forever i mean it. i never want to hurt you, leave you or do anything to make you not care and i'm afraid i'm falling too hard. but now i don't even care about when i crash because i know you'll be right there to catch me. i love you baby untill the day i die, i'll try to give you the world. i'm yours forever <33