Fightin' again again and again...

Aku gado lagi ngn dye...hmm..Punca gado?Tadi kwan aku ade text aku tanye whether aku berminat ke x na duk umah sewa ng dorang...aku pon cam interested jgk cuz aku x dapat kolej..So..aku pon tanye la detail2 pasal umah tu..N then aku pon tanye si dye kt mane umah sewa yg kawan aku mksud kan tu...Suddenly..si dye mara2 x bg aku dok umah sewa..dye cakap aku miang sgt na duk luar..hmm =( sedihh giler.. Salah ke aku na duk umah sewa ngn kawan2 aku?Padahal dulu tyme dye dok umah sewa , aku x marah pon..tp bile aku ckp na duk umah sewa dye marah aku and cakap mcm2..Sedihh hanye Tuhan je yg tau..huhu..Dye ckp if let say aku and dye brakeup..tu sume punca aku..aku yg membuatkan kami brakeup...Kenapela dye suke assume yg bukan2..aku blom pon duk umah sewa lagi..aku da la xde transport ..na kuar or melepak kt luar pon x de makne..lain la dye..ade transport..Duk Shah Alam..lagi la bole melepak mane2..bukan cam Segamat..ape yg ade?hmm..Setiap kali dye akan menyalahkn aku..And Sampai bile2 pon dye tetap akan menyalahkan aku..(-_-)

Kenangan

Ntah kenape aku tetibe teringtkn dye..tetibe dye muncul dalam fikiranku..dan secara x lagsung...kenangan aku and dye terpahat balik didalam ati aku..hmm..oh god...help me..!! I've tried my best to forget you..Aku tanak da same thing is happen again...biala dye hidupp ngan life dye..Aku tanak bia kan memories aku and dye kmbali menjelma..bialah antara kami menjadi satu rahsia dan sejarahh..Suddenly aku teringat lagu Kangen Band which is Kembali Pulang..

bintang terlihat terang
saat dirimu datang
cinta yang dulu hilang
kini kembali pulang

lihatlah dia mulai bernyanyi
coba merangkai mimpi
cinta yang dulu pergi
kini datang kembali

wajahmu mengingatku
dengan kekasihku dulu
wajahmu mengingatkan
dengan masa laluku

kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
akan ku bawa dia terbang
damai bersama bintang

kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
betapa senang ku dendangkan
dan takkan ku lepaskan

wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan kekasihku dulu
wajahmu mengingatkanku
dengan masa laluku

Sakitnyeee ati aku.....!!!!

Hari ni 22nd June 2009..aku rase sakitt ati yg amat sgt ngn sorang minahh nie..Aku nek menyirap setiap kali aku terpk kan dye...mane x nye..asek2 bagi aku hangin jew...aku mood baekk je tetibe dye sound aku plakk..ape hall na sound2 orang...!!!Dah la aku pendam da lame sakitt ati aku nie..ni sound2..lagi wat aku hangin satu badann..x reti bersyukur!! selfishh..!!!eiiiii......!!!bengang giler aku...!!

Mencintaimu...

Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Kutahu kutakkan slalu ada untukmu
Di saat engkau merindukan diriku
Kutahu kutakkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang kucari s’lama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...

Something You Don't Know About Me..

What is on your bed right now?
Handphone..Teddy bear...=D

What's your favorite word or phrase?
Yela tuu..=)

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
Qiqi..Sarah..Mummy..

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Of course Sleepzzz....

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
polishh nail..

What is your favorite holiday?
Gentingg..with himm..=D

What is the last thing you said aloud?
Diammmm!!

What is the best ice cream flavor?
Chocolate....Strawberry..i likeee..wee=D

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Air Suammm..hahaah..

What are you wearing right now?
Singlett with Shorts..

What was the last thing you ate?
Cucur Udangg..=)

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Not this week..but last week..a shirts only..

If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Paris..waa....romantic sgtt..huhu..

Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
Zfa...Thir..

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
Ahaa...i lost my ..?

Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
Yeah..almost used.....!!

What did your last text message say?
Mimpi ape?

What are you doing tomorrow?
Medical Checkup...

Where is your mom right now?
Sitting besides me..

Look to your left, what do you see?
Printer... BROTHER

What color is your watch?
ESPRIT Blue & Silver

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
Kangaroo..

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive tthru?
Drive Thru..senang ckett..

Do you have a dog?
Waa...TIdakkk..Haramm seyh..

Last person you talked to on the phone?
My darlinggg..hee=)

Any plans today?
Kemas bilekk lerr da cam tongkang pecahh daa..

Are you happy?
NOt ReaLy..=(im boreddd...

Where are you right now?
Living room..

Last song listened to?
Hatin' On The Club By Rihanna..

Last movie you saw?
Drag Me To Hell..horror gile...

Are you allergic to anything?
Yup...Seafood sumtimes..

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
ESPRIT sandals..

Are you married?
Soon..hahahahha=D gatalll!!

Is anyone jealous of you?
Dunno..we never know...

Do any of your friends have children?
Yupp..Ruby ..

Do you eat healthy?
not really.. makan bedall je pape..

What do you usually do during the day?
Watchin Television and On9 jew..

Do you hate anyone right now?
NO..x bek membenci org...

How many kids do you want when you're older?
Just 4..enoughhh..

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
22 years old..waaa..da tue..!!

Janji dikotakan..

Akirnye..janji telah dikotakan...Pagi2 lagi dye kejut aku suh bgn tido cuz na p S.Alam.Pas jupe officer Bahagian Pengambilan Pelajar..kitorang pon gerak ke Pavi..To be honest..,ak happy sgt tyme kua ng dye..Kitorg tgk movie Drag Me To Hell..sumpahh seyhh..mmg takot gile tgk movie ni..wat suspens jew..ngn sound dye lagi..waduhhh..aku asek tutup muka aku jeww cuz takot giler..huhu..tp sek bek ade org tsyg di sisi..TQ sayang cuz teman I tgk movie...Dye janji next week na bawak tgk movie lagi..hope dye kotakan jnji dye...Aku x mahu bersedihh lagi..And hopefully aku dapat ditransfer ke S.Alam..Amin...Bagi sesaper yg blom tgk movie..Pg la tgk..beshh..bagi yg suke horror , pakat ramai2 la pg tgk..jangn tgk sorang diri..merbahayaa...!! Tp hanye untok 18PL oke? bawah umo tableyyy...

Kesakitan and Kesedihan yg amat sgt...

Suppose today aku kuar ngn dye..Ingat na pg Pavi tgk movie..hmm..tp suddenly it was cancelled..aku bgn2 tdo je..aku terasa sakit sgt kt leher and bdan2 aku ni..terseliuh and maybe salah bantal kowt..humm..aku bgn awal arini dalam 7am..aku cpat2 text dye suh dye wat medical checkup..tido aku x lena sgt..gara2 saki badan sgt and sakit leher..da jadi robot da aku ase..hmm..na toleh2 pon susa..huu..=( Then aku tdo balek..lebih kurang 1:30pm aku tejage cuz dye call aku..

Papa : Ma...ma tido lagi ke?bagnla...na kuar x?
Mama : Humm..ma tido lagi..na kuar la..kn da ckp na kuar..na kuar wat tyme?
Papa :Ok..pa balek umah abah ok..na siap..
Mama :Lek2 r k..(aku pon sambung tido balek)

Then..pas half an hour..aku cpt2 mandi and settlekan PT aku and dye..Then sudenly dye call ckp..

Papa : Ma..sempat ke na tgk wayang?now da kul 3pm..humm.
Mama : Awat x sempat plak?Wayang tutup kul 4pm ke?(Dengn ati yg sedih aku ckp..) Sememgye aku tau dye tanak kuar ng aku.
Papa : Pa kena amek Kak Yan ..takot x sempat..xpela..pa suh mummy amek Kak Yan..
Mama :Xpela...kite x yah kuar..(Cpat2 aku letak telefon)hmm..

Aku sedeh..padehal da set da smalam na kuar..tp..x jd..npk sgt dye lebih pentingkn family dye dr aku..Aku pon siap jgk ..cuz kene amek Sarah dari Tadika..Dye call lagi..

Papa :Papa da otw..
Mama:Xpayah la pa...ma na kuar ni amek Sarah..
Papa :xda mkna.kang naik papa..no no..
Mama:Xpela.kite x ya kua..hmm
Papa :Awat lak..aduh.pnin

Dengan ati yg sedih aku berjalan menuju ke Putra .Sesampainye kt sane aku kuar kunci kete and tros bergerak ke Bank Negara..Aku mengharapkan yg dye akan tunggu aku di rumah..Aku pon amek Sarah and menuju balik ke Putra and parking di sane..Aku ingtkan yg aku and dye akan kuar..So..aku and Sarah berjalan la..Berpeluh jgkla berjalan..kepanasan di tgh petang..Aku pon singgah kt umah Mek..and bersalaman ngn Cik Ros..Mek tgh printout paper2 yg penting tok masuk UiTM ni.aku singgah x lame ..dalam 5 minit..saje .tgk kawan lame..and sesampai di depan rumah..kelibat keta dye lagsung x de..aku jd sedihh..ingtkan dye dtg jgak na pujuk aku kuar ke..tp x langsung..aku sampai di rumah dgn ati yg sgt sedih..huhu..aku tgk HP..langsung xde msg and call lagsung...sampai ati..padehal aku da siap td..tp dye langsung x dtg..padehal dye na pg Concorde..xkn langsung tabley singgah?Concorde ngn umah aku mane la jauh sgtt..Betapa ari ni ari yg sgt menyakitkan and menyedihkann...=(